tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59411072011-04-22T08:25:46.577+08:00a new day of new beginningserms.. sit back and enjoy?_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comBlogger1661100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097844314699073162004-10-15T20:44:00.000+08:002004-10-15T20:47:12.266+08:00i've moved!!!
re-link me
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595154516292382004-10-12T23:23:00.010+08:002004-10-12T23:32:34.516+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595148113779012004-10-12T23:23:00.009+08:002004-10-12T23:32:28.113+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595146548943252004-10-12T23:23:00.008+08:002004-10-12T23:32:26.546+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595145784926152004-10-12T23:23:00.007+08:002004-10-12T23:32:25.783+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595144683681242004-10-12T23:23:00.006+08:002004-10-12T23:32:24.683+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595144213461492004-10-12T23:23:00.005+08:002004-10-12T23:32:24.213+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595140905709642004-10-12T23:23:00.004+08:002004-10-12T23:32:20.906+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595140126497182004-10-12T23:23:00.003+08:002004-10-12T23:32:20.126+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595139546114612004-10-12T23:23:00.002+08:002004-10-12T23:32:19.546+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595138973933962004-10-12T23:23:00.001+08:002004-10-12T23:32:18.973+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097595135889011972004-10-12T23:23:00.000+08:002004-10-12T23:32:15.890+08:00today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097411638784798752004-10-10T20:29:00.000+08:002004-10-10T20:33:58.783+08:00Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097411289717324882004-10-10T20:25:00.000+08:002004-10-10T20:34:22.730+08:00So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be
You are everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097411106148584112004-10-10T20:21:00.000+08:002004-10-10T20:25:06.146+08:00I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097334582437219212004-10-09T23:03:00.000+08:002004-10-09T23:11:36.156+08:00ifidefepenfendedfedonfonyoufou... butfutifireafealisedfisedthatfhatefeveferyfythingfhing thatfhatyoufoutoldfoldmefewasfasafaliefie.. howfowdidfid thingsghingsturnfurn outfout thisfhiswayfay? ifihadfad hopfopedthatfhat wefecouldfould havefavebeenfeenfwenshwens fohoefevefer.. butfutlohookfook wherfer itfit hadfadbroughtfought usfus? ifi hadfadrefelyfyed onfonyoufoufohortohoonfoo longfong.. _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097331894362844002004-10-09T22:22:00.000+08:002004-10-09T22:24:54.363+08:00i can't believe i cried yesterday in school.. arghs.. felt so -bleahx- didn't really wanna go for tuition or go home but.. had to.. just wanted to.. i dunno.. walk around? but couldn't..
cuix
thanks for being there.. :) hahax.. hmms.. didn't really meant to cry.. but.. aiya.. watever.. :) gd luck for ur cl n ur art paper! gambatte! ilu++
marian
u won't retain either.. if u retain i'll prob _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097243490262453672004-10-08T21:46:00.000+08:002004-10-08T21:51:30.263+08:00one more paper left..
i'm so frigging tired.. haven't had a proper sleep in the last month? sianz.. one more paper.. can't wait.. i think i totally screwed up my exams? didn't do well for all my subs (though results not out yet.. but i can't even like pass i think..?) manz.. i really don't wanna retain... arghz!! gonna die...
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1097066235340454172004-10-06T20:31:00.000+08:002004-10-06T20:37:15.340+08:00quotes from 12th night
1) if music be the food of love play on, give me excess of it, that, surfeiting, the appetite may sicken and so die
2) Away from me to sweet beds of flowers! Love thoughts lie rich when canopied with bowers
3) After him I love more than I love these eyes, more than my life
4) But come what may I do so adore thee That danger shall seem sport, and will I go!
5) No _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096975041347283182004-10-05T19:14:00.000+08:002004-10-09T22:48:48.683+08:00whatever.. this shit sucks.. lost my frigging wallet today.. so idiert.. i can't even remember what happened this morning.. i can't remember anything.. arghs!!! such an idiot! i can't take it... okies.. number of papers left
6 oct 2004
chemistry
7 oct 2004
english lit
8 oct 2004
maths
social studies
11 oct 2004
no school
12 oct 2004
chinese paper 2
13-14 oct 2004
hols!!
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096789067352445572004-10-03T15:33:00.000+08:002004-10-03T15:40:24.516+08:00you bloody hypocrite! get a life!
how fricking long is forever where u come from??
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096643391296973052004-10-01T23:03:00.000+08:002004-10-01T23:09:51.296+08:00ur a sad-assed liar! i can't believe you would actually stoop to this level.. if you don't like her, then why the hell do you play with her?? give her empty promises that only keeps her hopes up! ur disgusting! i thank God that she isn't with you.. she would lose out.. if the promises are going to empty, what for make them?? whats the bloody use? because of you, her studies and mood is affected.._.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096632605305223222004-10-01T20:07:00.000+08:002004-10-01T20:10:05.306+08:00exams started today.. don't think i've ever felt so pissed in one day.. first had a migraine in the morning, then i forgot to bring my calculator, then i realised that i didn't elaborate enough for my english essay and veronica didn't give us extra time tho she started late, then we started geog paper and veronica didn't give us extra time again.. then i realised that i couldn't remember my _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096437392064328862004-09-29T13:43:00.000+08:002004-09-29T13:58:44.963+08:00fuck you! i hope you know that i'm talking about you.. forget it man.. i know that you will never read this.. so why the hell am i writing this for?? in case u do read this.. fuck you! why the hell do you do this? why the hell do you have to be so bloody irritating and so fucking idiotic?? it will get you NOWHERE! NOWHERE i say! and no matter what you do, whatever respect that i had left for you _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1096293114455230362004-09-27T21:48:00.000+08:002004-09-27T21:51:54.456+08:004 more days to eoys.. good luck pple! study hard!
i'm tired.. so tired.. been mugging like crazy the past week.. hmms.. i really have nothing to say about my life right now.. its boring shite.. the same thing every day of every week.. feel so.. unaccomplished even tho i've been studying? yea.. been having late nights, weird dreams, recurring dreams.. watever you can think of, i've been having it_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095928699657151872004-09-23T16:35:00.000+08:002004-09-23T16:38:19.656+08:00those four words have never been so pleasant to my ear before.. today when i heard it, i was ecstatic! nothing could dampen my spirits.. hahax.. I PASSED THE EXAM!! all i need now is ___ and my life would be perfect.. i've never been so happy before.. despite the other fact.. but... this is good enough for now! i can peacefully take my grade 8 exam...
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095925717580916342004-09-23T15:43:00.000+08:002004-09-23T15:48:37.580+08:00isd haeaorvore iraorlirrioeiydyoy oiloioirsint lomiuy oisiepiqeixaiucolimvahl irsiuoqumeieiuokjniue.. isd iuheromvpiue kjtnbhiiaunt ionudokjbjwonmdjjy iuwqzixbluml iuhweaolviue iutqzo iigmzo kntnxhvvrnnoqeumcgweh obtqehaxannt... isd knlqeomnviue inywmobbu oismno...
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095925374191080142004-09-23T15:41:00.000+08:002004-09-23T15:42:54.193+08:00There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095595686026399192004-09-19T20:04:00.000+08:002004-09-19T20:08:06.026+08:00i figured it out
i was high and low and everything in between
i was wicked and wild, baby, you know what i mean
till there was you, yeah, you
something went wrong
i made a deal with the devil for an empty I.O.U
been to hell and back, but an angel was looking through
it was you, yeah, you
it's all because of you
you are the reason
you are the reason i wake up every day
and sleep through the _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095595470012902892004-09-19T20:00:00.000+08:002004-09-19T20:04:30.013+08:00i'm scared
so afraid to show i care
will he think me weak
if i tremble when i speak
what if
there's another one he's thinking of
maybe he's in love
i'd feel like a fool
life can be so cruel
i don't know what to do
i've been there
with my heart out in my hand
but what you must understand
you can't let the chance
to love him pass you by
should i
tell him
tell him that the sun and moon
rise in _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095323575762924302004-09-16T16:24:00.000+08:002004-09-16T16:32:55.763+08:00zhen de hao tong.. bu zhi dao wei she me.. wo yi wei yi jing wan le.. dan shi ni hai chan zhe wo.. hai shi.. hai shi shi wo zai chan zhe ni? wo ye bu zhi dao.. wo yi wei.. wo ke yi chong xin kai shi.. ni wei she me bu yao fang guo wo ne? wei she me yi zhi yao wo ji de wo de guo qu na yi qie yi jing guo qu le.. ni wei she me hai shi yao ti chu lai.. wo yi jing shuo guo le zhe me duo ci.. wo bu yao_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095323026574779322004-09-16T16:19:00.000+08:002004-09-16T16:23:46.576+08:00jiu wei fang qing de tian kong
yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong
ku zhe
que wu fa an mai qian ji
feng zheng zai ying tian ge xian
xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu nuan
wo la zhe xian
fu zi ni gei de wen rou
bao sai zai yi pang de ji mo
xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo
zhe me hui zhe me hui
ni jing yuan liang le wo
wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai
du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai
wo yuan liang bu liao wo_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095227197252701262004-09-15T13:41:00.000+08:002004-09-15T13:46:37.253+08:00i'm in the library now.. hahax.. decided to fold paper cranes and hearts.. hahax. (: i'm really bored.. anne just said 'stupid' hahax.. she's such an irritating piggy.. hahax.. tiggy wiggy!! (: hahax.. ehs.. jon.. u dun jealous that i get to talk to anne horx.. hahax.. aww.. (: heehee.. dun think too much.. later cannot concentrate on studies then i noe u'll kill me.. :S anywayz.. finished lesson_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1095151678548647722004-09-14T16:47:00.000+08:002004-09-14T16:47:58.546+08:00-=¤ True love hears what is not spoken & understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart... ¤=-
thanks for being there for me cuis :)
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094971994078582312004-09-12T14:41:00.000+08:002004-09-12T14:53:14.076+08:00翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑的很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对这我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请在给我一个理由说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手
当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算是没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
如果难过请你忘了我
借口－周杰伦
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094971245332521072004-09-12T14:34:00.000+08:002004-09-12T14:40:45.333+08:00为什么事情会到这个地步呢？ 我以为我还会有一个机会， 但你说你不爱我， 你要我这么做呢？我真的好希望我们可以从新开始。但是你说你已经“冷” 了，再也不想和我在一起。 我什么都不能做只能够呆呆地站在这里看这你的背景。 这个景象很不好看，这个游戏真不好完。 那次你说你不爱我，但你只是在骗我。但现在呢？ 你是否在骗我还是在说真心话？我真的不知道你心里在想些什么。我以前不知道，现在也不知道。但我知道一件是： 我是会永远地爱这你的。
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094742264974222382004-09-09T23:02:00.000+08:002004-09-09T23:04:24.973+08:00All my bags are pakced, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin, its early morn
The taxi's waitin, he's blowin his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
I'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094738184059456662004-09-09T21:26:00.000+08:002004-09-09T21:56:24.060+08:00i'm shanghai sick!! sighz.. i miss shanghai man.. i really didn't expect it to be so good.. i mean.. the people there are really nice! especially my buddy and her parents.. and all the other pan yu middle school pple!! okies.. shall have a brief write-up of the trip.. here goes..
day 1:
went to changi airport at 9.30pm and took off for shanghai at 12.55am.. reached shanghai airport at 5.45am.. _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094449280770460832004-09-06T13:22:00.000+08:002004-09-06T13:41:20.770+08:00hahas.. i'm in china with my china host now.. at pan yu middle shool.. hhax.. their very friendly! i feel so bad.. they like gave us their uniform and we only gave them family t-shirt and they even bought us outside gifts. bleahs.. anyways.. their really really nice.. hahas.. the trip has been good so far.. we've been to museums, hmms.. can't type everything here because i have to type it in _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094133725214506022004-09-02T21:54:00.000+08:002004-09-02T22:02:05.213+08:00At first I was afraid, I was petrified,
Kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side,
But then I spent so many nights
thinkin’ how you did me wrong,
And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along,
And so you're back, from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here
with that look upon your face,
I should’ve changed that stupid lock,
I should’ve made you leave your key,
If I had _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094046135613249362004-09-01T21:25:00.000+08:002004-09-02T21:53:06.183+08:00Remember when,
we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood,
we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone,
and I want so much
The night is long
and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be alone tonight
What can I do,
to make it right?
Falling so hard
so fast this time
What did I say,
what did you do?
How did _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1094044751651909342004-09-01T21:18:00.000+08:002004-09-01T21:19:11.650+08:002 more _______ days n i can leave this place
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093918517094648472004-08-31T10:05:00.001+08:002004-09-01T21:16:20.966+08:00hahas.. just had the teachers' day celebration! hahas.. then the prefects/monitors put on a perforamce that has to do with the banana song.. not lame larr.. then ah fu forever late or at wrong postion :/ hahas.. anyways.. yay! tomms n thurs is hols!! then fri i'm leaving for shanghai!! so happy hahas.. yay.. my shanghai partner is with me here.. presenting.. ANNE!!! hahas.. (: anyways.. heehee.. _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093918388341017542004-08-31T10:05:00.000+08:002004-08-31T10:13:08.340+08:00hahas.. just had the teachers' day celebration! hahas.. then the prefects/monitors put on a perforamce that has to do with the banana song.. not lame larr.. then ah fu forever late or at wrong postion :/ hahas.. anyways.. yay! tomms n thurs is hols!! then fri i'm leaving for shanghai!! so happy hahas.. yay.. my shanghai partner is with me here.. presenting.. ANNE!!! hahas.. (: anyways.. heehee.. _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093712904739221362004-08-29T01:04:00.000+08:002004-08-29T01:08:24.740+08:00wah lao ehs.. its like 1 AM now and jie is still not back?? just now at like 12 she said that half hour more she'll be back.. now like one hour more liao lorhs.. and then she's still at clarke quay.. f*** larr.. she think i so free stay up and wait ah.. piangs.. i need to wake up early tomms to study one lorr.. still got the stupid article on the national day rally to write out.. and then got ss _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093705128401641262004-08-28T22:47:00.000+08:002004-08-28T22:58:48.400+08:00i leef os xhaelb i onnud yhw.. ebbem sti zoc i kniht taht ydobon serac.. i naem ohw lliw wnok neve fi i ekil eid ro nhtms.. i leef ladicius dna s'ereht nhtn ydobon nac od tba ti.. xhaelb og yawa i nud annaw ees ru dekcuf pu ecaf.. dnd pots gindneterp taht uoy ekil erac ro nhtms zoc i ylloj llew wonk taht uoy nud.. i suj annaw eid.. i annaw ekat kcab ym esimorp.. tub tca i ydaerla krb ti.. mi yrs._.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093611158843926022004-08-27T20:46:00.000+08:002004-08-27T20:52:38.843+08:00I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road
To _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093445066793686382004-08-25T22:40:00.000+08:002004-08-25T22:44:26.793+08:00She lived a life of solitude.
She lived a life in vain
She lived a life in which there was
A strong, ongoing pain.
She had no friends on which to lean
And cry her problems to.
She had no friends to give her love
And hope and kindness, too.
She thought about it day and night;
She lay upon her bed.
Her mind made up, she grabbed a gun
And put it to her head
Just then a ring came from the phone.
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093353440299250842004-08-24T20:53:00.000+08:002004-08-24T21:26:41.913+08:00saw this story in chicken soup for the teenage soul III and i think that it is very touching so here it is:
High school didn't frighten me. Oh sure, the endless halls and hundreds of classrooms were overwhelming, but I took it in with all the pleasure of starting a new advencture. My freshman year as full of possibilities and new people. With a class of nearly two thousand newcomers, you just _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093326559737506062004-08-24T13:49:00.000+08:002004-08-24T13:49:19.736+08:00go away
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093326318761251152004-08-24T13:36:00.000+08:002004-08-24T13:48:27.850+08:00I'm missing you
Girl even though
You're right here
By my side
'Cause lately it seems
The distance between us
Is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that
You're saying it's over
The last thing that
I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it
for real
Please don't try to fake
What you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
'Cause I would give the whole world
for you
Anything you _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093269741128924972004-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:002004-08-23T22:02:21.126+08:00i'm sorry .. i didn't mean to do it.. but.. can we just pretend it never happened? it would make things so much easier for us.. its the only output that i have.. and.. i'm sorry that i had to let you down.. i didn't want this to happen that's why i didn't say anything.. i like the people around me to be happy.. and i don't mind making sacrifices.. some may be big sacrifices.. but if it makes _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093225337334604562004-08-23T09:34:00.000+08:002004-08-23T09:42:17.386+08:00"We may be small but we have high hopes and big dreams. And so long as we are a little red dot in the middle of South-east Asia, let people know that we are a people who will keep on trying and never say die. And with this spirit, the future is ours to make." -PM Lee Hsien Loong, National Day Rally Speech
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093169306532443362004-08-22T17:37:00.000+08:002004-08-23T09:17:14.273+08:00I'm as mild and as meek
As a mouse
When I hear a command I obey
But I know one spot
In my house
Where no one can stand
In my way
In my own little corner
In my own little chair
I can be whatever I want to be
On the wings of my fancy
I can fly anywhere
And the world will
Open its arms to me
I'm a young Egyptian princess
Or a milkmaid
I'm the greatest prima donna
In the land
I'm a heiress who has _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1093167106292087452004-08-22T17:28:00.000+08:002004-08-22T17:31:46.293+08:00i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092753159568263832004-08-17T22:23:00.000+08:002004-08-17T22:32:39.566+08:00hmms.. been blogging like crazy lately. hahas.. shall blog about yesterday's outing with buddy.. hahas.. we went out to watch catwoman.. hahax.. we took a cab down to cine (we shared of course.. shouldn't make use of clare.. after she paid for the cab the last time.. hahax) den we realized that cine wasn't showing catwoman.. so we went to take neoprints.. which like.. er.. came out quite bad coz_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092722483374877592004-08-17T13:48:00.000+08:002004-08-17T14:01:23.373+08:00in the library now wif ah gong.. i realized that i'm always in the library with her.. hahax.. if not its with cuix.. and i'm always blogging when i'm in the library.. maybe its coz i have to much time and my com at home is abit screwed... mans.. its only tuesday... want the week to quickly end.. bleahs.. want the hols to come.. bleahs... got physics test.. n i need tuition!! gonna fail have test_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092635746039152302004-08-16T13:51:00.000+08:002004-08-16T13:55:46.040+08:00yi zhan huang huang jiu jiu de deng
shi jian zai pang men bu keng sheng
ji mo xia shou hao wu fen cun
bu dong de qing zhong zhi fen
chen mo zhi cheng yao guo mo sheng
jing jing kan zhe ling chen huang hun
ni de shen ying,
shi qu ping heng man man xia chen
hei an yi zai kong zhong pan xuan, gai wang na, wo kan bu jian
ye xu ai zai meng de ling yi duan
wu fa cun huo zai zhen shi de kong jian
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092635044698821592004-08-16T13:24:00.000+08:002004-08-16T13:48:29.993+08:00in the library now.. whew.. today is such a day.. hmms... think everybody needs to get things out in the open.. tensions and emotions are running high... relationships wouldn't be good if this continues on... if only things would be better before graduation? den everything would b great.. talked to afew pple jus now.. to see them in this state, really makes me xin1 tong4.. and i really dun wanna _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092626815722106592004-08-16T11:24:00.000+08:002004-08-16T11:27:54.353+08:00i love xiaorong! heyy. oopsies. i typed ur name wrongly? aww. sorrie. :/ haha. ok. anyone out there jealous? hahaahah. -hints- -cuis
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092578444275936832004-08-15T21:29:00.000+08:002004-08-15T22:00:44.276+08:00lols.. today is weicheng birthday party.. feel so guilty that i can't go for ur party.. anyways.. hope that you have a great party.. anyways..
have physics test in 2 wks, 9 chapters of chinese and e maths... dammit.. i din even listen in class for that chapter of emaths.. dunno how i'm going to pass this paper.. man... nxt wk is not gonna be a good wk.. gonna get back 4 papers.. geog, lit, add _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092405482887224452004-08-13T21:50:00.000+08:002004-08-13T21:58:02.886+08:00another day is shot and there's nthn i can do abt it.. i feel so.. unaccomplished? had add math test today and i think that it was damn friggin difficult.. i wouldn't b surprised if i failed la.. i mean, 1) we din haf enuff time 2) we were all s nervous we prob were freaked outta our wits!! and since it was the first period, we din haf time to revise at all.. sianz sia.. i can't wait for hols to _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092280878932857092004-08-12T11:18:00.000+08:002004-08-12T11:21:18.933+08:00There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unchecked
Until it died in his silence
And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092280645786620232004-08-12T11:13:00.000+08:002004-08-12T11:17:25.786+08:00I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goesI'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kidI know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world
is having more fun than me
And maybe when the _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1092019413564165602004-08-09T10:34:00.000+08:002004-08-10T21:35:47.896+08:00NEVER HAD SO MUCH FUN!!
hahax!! i nvr had s much fun in my entire life!! yst after YM me, shalom, joy, winnie, vanessa, celeste, Joanna, Sharleen, Shaun, Ian, Milton and Lynn went to fuji ice skating rink.. hahx.. it was supposed to b a elpis outing.. but oh wells.. the more the merrier yea.. hahax.. s winnie drove us down to jurong east.. hahax.. thanks winnie! we had to squeeze me, vanessa, _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091801049969787892004-08-06T21:44:00.000+08:002004-08-06T22:04:09.970+08:00NEVER WALKED SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
bleahs.. i've nvr walked s much in my entire life.. as u can c frm e title up there -points- anyways.. went to orchard wif anne, wendy, n winnie.. bleahs.. marian supposed to cm.. bt she din.. awws.. anyways.. thanks for the cash mans.. i'll return it to ya.. hmms.. we ended at 1045.. hahax.. den kudus helped me, anne n wendy do henna.. n i helped winnie do_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091759002143468132004-08-06T10:18:00.000+08:002004-08-06T10:23:22.143+08:00NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION
woohoo! got half day today.. hahax.. now having last period le.. and its only.. hmms.. 1017? yay~! s happy.. hahas.. havin eng.. (forever in the comp lab.. s gd) supposed to b doin my movie review but i already did it s who cares? yea... (: im a gd gal.. did my hw le.. bleahs.. anyways...
sm pple so irritating.. always haf that stupid irritating face that just makes u _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091713785400792302004-08-05T21:35:00.000+08:002004-08-05T21:49:45.400+08:00NATURE'S CALLING
the clock is ticking i'm wasting away
Oh what i would give for just one more day
the birds are silent, the flowers are gone
its as if we're singing the same sad song
I looked down the hallway, there was no one there
the cold, dark corridor wassomething i couldn't bear
i long to hear the birds and bees and the chattering of the trees
the way the wind blew past the branches and _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091685454429992812004-08-05T13:43:00.000+08:002004-08-05T13:57:34.430+08:00RACIAL HARMONY DAY
bleahs.. having english now.. so sian.. gonna fall asleep... ohya... class t rox!! hahax.. thanks to 3 unity!! ur the best!! hahax... jus now had to put on a racial harmony day performance for the sec 3s n pri 5s.. s funny... me, ying, ah gong, buddy, char, tam, xinrongg, wendy neo, cheryl were supposed to put up a wedding.. yea.. den.. ya la... quite screwed up at first.. den_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091589218751308892004-08-04T11:00:00.000+08:002004-08-04T11:13:38.750+08:00PATHETIC LOSERS SHOULD GET A LIFE
stupid pathetic losers should go and get a life.. go and spam other people's guestbooks for no rhyme or reason.. fuck off manz.. ya! and since u have nothing better to do, maybe you should go off n fuck other pple since u so wanna do it... asshole... and i dun care if u come n sapm me.. coz i dun even noe who the hell u are...
bleahs.. this type of pple will _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091510531417662072004-08-03T13:15:00.000+08:002004-08-03T13:22:11.416+08:00GONER
ok.. i can promise myself that i wouldn't do very well for my piano exam.. jus got back from j8.. this is crap man.. i've been practising for like.. ages and now i went in and i was freaking nervous.. and.. the examiner didn't really help.. the sight reading he gave me had 4 flats and i kept forgetting to play D flat.. dammit.. but the aural singing of lefthand was easier then wat mr. yap _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091500427262763912004-08-03T10:16:00.000+08:002004-08-03T10:33:47.263+08:00TODAY IS THE DAY
bleahx.. zhen de deng bu ji lehs.. haizz... my exam will be over in about 2 hrs time.. i can't wait!! didn't go to skl today so here i am blogging.. didn't go coz i wanted to jus chill before the exam so i that i won't be so nervous... and.. yea.. so that i can practise abit more.. yes!! im gonna be free soon! free of scales, appegios, pieces, sight singing, dominant sevenths, _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091112955195421182004-07-29T22:52:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:55:55.196+08:00Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody nows I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about,
taking the easy way out.
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me?
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1091112722521528722004-07-29T22:44:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:52:02.520+08:00COUNTDOWN: 5 MORE DAYS
i'm so super tired.. haven't been sleeping well the past few days.. always try and sleep quite early.. but even tho i fall asleep, i dun sleep well.. wake up in the morning even more tired then i was the night before.. y? i just want a gd slp for once.. 5 more days to piano exam.. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn... wanna die... s.. i don't know.. drained? tired? _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090908177169144882004-07-27T13:54:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:56:39.550+08:00If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not theo ne then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090907240444542522004-07-27T13:44:00.000+08:002004-07-27T13:50:24.670+08:00Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really
like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are
real weaklings and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are
the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I
love you,Sorry_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090848500033450542004-07-26T21:14:00.000+08:002004-07-26T21:28:20.033+08:00COUNTDOWN: 8 MORE DAYS
dammit.. time is passing so quickly.. only 8 more days to my piano exam.. been practising like shit but.. no use? sianz- really hope i pass.. dun wanna have to repeat this grade.. bleahx.. anywayz.. went to clare's house with diana today coz we had to do some grp movie review so we had to watch the same movie so we watched peter pan.. lols.. me n diana went crazy half-way_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090663145450189812004-07-24T17:52:00.000+08:002004-07-24T17:59:05.450+08:00ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER LIFETIME..10 more days
and yet another week is spent with no meaning in it.. i feel that time passes too quickly.. life's a rollercoaster.. before u noe it, the ride is over.. everything is just spinning around and you can't stop to see whats actually around you.. always moving, everlasting..
cuix
heya dearie.. thanks for being there (: appreciate it -hugs- rongg loves _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090662774305646612004-07-24T17:49:00.000+08:002004-07-24T17:52:54.306+08:00ITS SO COLD IN HERE
life's gone cold
no meaning
the darkness is all around
i feel like leaving
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090501874224576962004-07-22T21:09:00.000+08:002004-07-22T21:11:14.226+08:00NUMB
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090244456440225762004-07-19T21:32:00.000+08:002004-07-19T21:55:09.436+08:00I'll be your dream, i'll be your wish, i'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, i'll be your love, be everything that you need
I"ll love you more with every breath Tuly Madly Deeply Do
I will be strong, I will be faithful Coz I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning (yeah)
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bath with you in the sea
I wanna _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090047068960764332004-07-17T14:47:00.000+08:002004-07-17T14:51:08.960+08:00SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know how to get out there to see you
I don’t know where to dig in.
I don’t know how to get in there…to feel you
It’s been to long and I’m about to be in time for me
It’s been to long and I’m in time
Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on toI’m going to hold on to that
Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to I_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1090045893999460592004-07-17T00:03:00.000+08:002004-07-17T14:51:26.193+08:00xiao shi hou, ai wan qiao qiao ban, yi gao yi di, wu you yu lu. shen hou ye shi yi yang, gao gao di di, qi fu bu ding. zhong shi xiang xing zai ren shen zui di chao shi, you ge ren hui zuo zai qiao qiao ban de ling yi duan, pan ni du guo, rang ni yong yuan bu hui gu dan...
qihang 2004, shen huo qiao qiao ban one of the most meaningful performances i've been to. although me and xinyi were abit_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1089812074996749052004-07-14T21:26:00.000+08:002004-07-14T21:34:34.996+08:00i talked to you again today.. felt so happy when i heard your voice on the other end of the line.. but.. felt that it was a very strained conversation.. it's been a long time since i last talked to you.. and.. i meant to call you earlier.. then now i don't know whether its too late.. mebbe it is but i hope not.. feel so lost.. nothing seems to be going rite.. i'm sorry if i ever made u sad in the_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1089639587688106972004-07-12T21:38:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:39:47.686+08:00"Kiss From A Rose"
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1089638445069068722004-07-12T21:18:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:20:45.070+08:00I heard your voice
The peaceful sound
I heard your voice
A gentle sound
I heard your voice
A whisper in my ear
I heard your voice
How it seemed so dear
I heard your voice
The memories stirred
I heard your voice
to lose it, I fear
I heard your voice
your new found life
I heard your voice
I heard my lies
I heard your voice
The lvoe you gave
I heard your voice
pounding in my head
I heard your voice
_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1089638332287902202004-07-12T21:13:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:18:52.286+08:00ok.. yesterday was youth sunday and rev alvin chan came to speak to us about "no common song". the sermon really sent the kaleidoscope of memories reeling back in time when it was at that time of my life. the cake smashing, the breaking could-be-success and the making of useless people.. and now i'm here. it pains me to think that i'm here right now and so many of my friends are not with me. at _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1089556293282631882004-07-11T22:29:00.000+08:002004-07-11T22:31:33.283+08:00arghz.. hate physics hate physics hate physics.. who hates physics? i hate physics.. bleahx.. studying stupid physics now.. have a test tomorrow.. really hope i don't fail.. if not it'll pull my whole average down and there goes my grades.. down down down all the way.. ARGHS.. so sleepy.. had to wake up so early this morning because xx had to be in church by 7.30 and when we reached there was _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088844783089779972004-07-03T16:52:00.000+08:002004-07-03T16:53:03.090+08:00ai xiang yi zhen feng
chui wan ta jiu zou
zhe yang de jie zou
shui dou wu ke nai he
mei you ni yi hou
wo ling hun shi kong
hei yun zai jiang luo
wo bei ta tuo zhe zou
jing jing qiao qiao mo mo li kai
xian ru le wei xian bian yuan baby~
wo de shi jie yi kuang feng bao yu
ai qing lai de tai kuai jiu xiang long quan feng
li bu kai bao feng quan lai bu ji tao
wo bu neng zai xiang
wo bu neng zai _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088776686612615172004-07-02T21:56:00.000+08:002004-07-02T21:58:06.613+08:00ni shuo wo xiang yi ge xiao hai
zong ai rang ni cai
wo shuo ni cai xiang ge xiao hai
zong yao wo shuo cai ming bai
you xie shi tai kuai
shi qu liao deng dai
zhang ai
mei liao qi dai
wo men de ai
zen me cai zi ran
mei ci gou tong bu lai
jiu yao li kai
jiu shuo bu yao ai
wo diao jin ai qing xuan ya
die tai shen pa bu chu lai
xia jiang de su du tai kuai
lai bu ji ta shang wei lai
ni de ai fan fu _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088776564055169662004-07-02T21:54:00.000+08:002004-07-02T21:58:36.693+08:00cheng zhe feng
you dang zai lan tian bian
yi pian yun diao luo zai wo mian qian
nie cheng ni de xing zhuang
sui feng gen zhe wo
yi kou yi kou chi diao you chou
zai zhe ni
fang fu zai zhe yang guang
bu guan dao na li dou shi qing tian
hu die zi zai fei
hua ye bu man tian
yi duo yi duo yin ni er xiang
shi tu rang xi yang fei xiang
dai ling ni wo huan rao da zi ran
ying zhe feng
kai shi gong du mei_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088685622545842352004-07-01T20:28:00.000+08:002004-07-01T20:40:22.546+08:00why? why must things turn out this way? i didn't want for things to be like that.. you have to believe me.. this goes out to you.. hope you read this.. you will know what i'm talking about.. wo ai ni and I always will.. i hope that you will believe me.. please say that you do.. don't ignore me anymore.. i won't be able to take it.. i want to believe what you say.. give me a chance to believe you _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088598883809235622004-06-30T20:30:00.000+08:002004-06-30T20:39:56.740+08:00today is just so.. so.. tiring.. didn't really do much, except that i had the chem test today and it wasn't say a killer but i made quite afew careless mistakes.. this chem test is the only one that i studied so hard for.. if i don't pass, i'll.. erm.. well.. we'll talk about that after i find out whether i pass or not.. fell asleep during physics as it was the first period if not i would _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088598292084045662004-06-30T20:09:00.000+08:002004-06-30T20:24:52.083+08:0024/6/2004, thursday
went out with cuix today to watch a movie!! hahax.. met her at 1030 sia.. so early.. hahax.. went to cine to buy POOH for her huahui fren.. can't remember her name.. think its phoebe.. yea.. then we went to take neoprints.. and cuix 'boxed' me.. so painful (: after that we decided not to eat lunch and just buy food to eat in the cinema.. had popcorn, nachos and wedges and _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088084260069582892004-06-24T21:30:00.000+08:002004-06-27T16:35:17.226+08:00 The day that I had turned away
Was the day I made my big mistake
The treasures kept in the skies above
Waited for me in heavenly love
And the day I turned away,
The angels wept and the skies turned grey.
I walked straight into the lion's den
My life was hanging by the thread when,
Suddenly I felt cold and so alone
My friend told me this battle is not my own
The treasures are waiting in the skies_.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1088083781656867742004-06-24T21:25:00.000+08:002004-06-25T21:45:31.890+08:00I just realised that i don't want alot in life.. i just want something that i can hold on to.. something that i can call mine.. i know it sounds selfish, but everything i have doesn't really belong to me.. Though there are certain things that i want, i never really have it.. coz to tell you the truth if someone else close to me wanted the same thing, i'll give it to them no matter how much i may _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1087358797428925412004-06-16T11:59:00.001+08:002004-06-16T12:06:50.460+08:00 came back from church camp yst.. it was really fun.. really bonded with lotsa pple (: hahax.. made new frens too... hmmx.. many things happened during the camp and i thank God that it did if not, i wld still b livin in the past and i wun b able to move on.. i've tried to live a new life with new beginnings.. but.. sometimes its just too difficult and i have conformed to the ways of the world _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1087358788948097872004-06-16T11:59:00.000+08:002004-06-16T12:06:28.946+08:00 came back from church camp yst.. it was really fun.. really bonded with lotsa pple (: hahax.. made new frens too... hmmx.. many things happened during the camp and i thank God that it did if not, i wld still b livin in the past and i wun b able to move on.. i've tried to live a new life with new beginnings.. but.. sometimes its just too difficult and i have conformed to the ways of the world _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1086612864639189572004-06-07T20:46:00.000+08:002004-06-07T20:54:24.640+08:00Sometimes this house feels like a prison
That I just can't leave behind
There's so many rules
I gotta follow
Cuz you can't let go
I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but
One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do what I want to
And I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day
Sometimes I _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5941107.post-1086447850612957942004-06-05T22:51:00.000+08:002004-06-30T20:29:05.163+08:00oh manz.. startin of the day din rilly go well.. at first i had to rush for trng.. in e end i was 3 mins early.. den after that trng din rilly go v well either.. den had to go for piano and i cldn't play myy scales.. dn think i'll do v well for exams.. den i was s tired frm trng i fell aslp while xuan was havin her lesson.. den jus nua-ed e rest of e day and at night went for the nanyang girls _.:*'^~`evils`~^'*:._http://www.blogger.com/profile/16144979028767287272noreply@blogger.com