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today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but singapore is just plain boring..

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but singapore is just plain boring..

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but singapore is just plain

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but singapore is just

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the people are boring.. but singapore is

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that the

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying that

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not saying

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea.. not

today is the last day of exams.. supposed to feel free, liberated, relieved.. but somehow, i did feel all those right after the paper at 9.30am.. but as the day went by, started to feel really lethargic again.. knowing that after 2 days of holidays i would have to return to school of torture where they give us back our papers and determine whether we retain or not.. its sheer torture.. i don't want to go back.. it's like a prison.. and the teachers are the jailers.. the marks are the verdict from the judge.. and.. its already there and there's nothing any of us can do to change it.. why is life like that? why is society based on how well one does academically? there are just some of us that aren't academically-inclined and yet aren't able to realise our full potential as we aren't able to grow them (if we have any in the first place).. that's why some people may think that their useless or that their existence on this earth means nothing.. i'm sure everybody's existence means something.. but sometimes, its because of society that we can't find the real meaning in life.. we don't see the real reason for life.. and we don't have the real reason to live.. this is quite a sad society..

hmms.. okies.. today.. had a really interesting day.. watched 2 movies.. watched wimbledon at 10.40am and white chicks at 3.10pm.. hahax.. meant to do alot of other stuff.. like pierce my ears.. but mom and dad said that they wouldn't really like it.. because they think its ugly? but oh wells.. and.. we were supposed to go for the sakae sushi buffet..? but that didn't really happen either because it opened at 3pm and we were already full by 3pm.. ate BK? yea.. oh yar.. saw Orlinda and "wats her name?" (oops.. sorry.. can't remember her name) outside cineleisure.. then we were like "OMG! is that Orlinda??" hahax. then Orlinda thought that we were stalking them.. but.. in the end, me and anne were like.. playing? hahax. yupps.. met chenji, daphne, esther, and char at lido.. and daphne was showing us how she was playing with Ronald McDonald? (rite..) and chenji was saying that we should observe a minute of silence (basically meditate on God-knows-what?) then they left and me, marian, winifred (is that how u spell ur name?), ammanda, and wendy decided to watch white chicks.. hmmx.. yupyup.. finished the movie at 5.00pm? then we decided to go home coz we were all tired.. that's the story of my life.. quite boring yea..

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

simple plan-welcome to my life

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

You are everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for asking like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

avril lavigne-my happy ending

I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life
and always second best
Oh, I love you now '
cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

ashlee simpson-shadow

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i can't believe i cried yesterday in school.. arghs.. felt so -bleahx- didn't really wanna go for tuition or go home but.. had to.. just wanted to.. i dunno.. walk around? but couldn't..

cuix
thanks for being there.. :) hahax.. hmms.. didn't really meant to cry.. but.. aiya.. watever.. :) gd luck for ur cl n ur art paper! gambatte! ilu++

marian
u won't retain either.. if u retain i'll prob retain wif youu yea? gd luck for chinese!

al
hahax.. yupyup.. chem sux.. oh wells.. nothing i can do about it now.. hahax... gd luck for ur remaining papers.. heard youu finish on tues too?

to all those still having exams:
good luck! gambatte! all the way manz~!

one more paper left..

i'm so frigging tired.. haven't had a proper sleep in the last month? sianz.. one more paper.. can't wait.. i think i totally screwed up my exams? didn't do well for all my subs (though results not out yet.. but i can't even like pass i think..?) manz.. i really don't wanna retain... arghz!! gonna die...

quotes from 12th night

1) if music be the food of love play on, give me excess of it, that, surfeiting, the appetite may sicken and so die

2) Away from me to sweet beds of flowers! Love thoughts lie rich when canopied with bowers

3) After him I love more than I love these eyes, more than my life

4) But come what may I do so adore thee That danger shall seem sport, and will I go!

5) No woman's side... They lack retention

6) ...If thou shalt ever love...that is beloved

7) Antonio! O, my dear Antonio! How have the hours racked and tortured me, Since I have lost thee!

8) Cesario, by the roses of my spring...can hide my passion

9) I'll sacrifice the lamb that I do so love, to spite a raven's heart within a dove

10) By innocence I swear, and by my youth...save I alone

11) Here comes the Countess; now heaven walks on earth

whatever.. this shit sucks.. lost my frigging wallet today.. so idiert.. i can't even remember what happened this morning.. i can't remember anything.. arghs!!! such an idiot! i can't take it... okies.. number of papers left

6 oct 2004
chemistry

7 oct 2004
english lit

8 oct 2004
maths
social studies

11 oct 2004
no school

12 oct 2004
chinese paper 2

13-14 oct 2004
hols!!